When I was a kid,
I said, "Mom...I wanna be like you. Being an adult..."
Because, I thought adulthood can help me a lot of strength to achieve all my dream.
When I was a teenager,
I said, "Mom...I wanna be a bird. Bird can fly freedomly.
Because, I thought being me so many cage I have to destroy before I have my freedom.
I'm an adult now.
So much suffering.
So much pain.
When I'm trying to fly, they tied my wings.
When I can fly, my wings broken because of tight bind.
I'm an adult now.
Sometime I'm drunk.
Sometime I lost councious.
Well, I don't mean to hate anybody.
I don't blame anyone.
I'm just sad mad.
With myself.
When I was a kid, I hope I can achieve a huge dream.
When I was a teenage, I realize the dream is freedom.
When I was an adult, I got the expired freedom golden ticket.
Now, I stop chasing, I stop dreaming, I stop planning.
Maybe, my destiny is...
Holding my freedom golden ticket in a cage.
But no.
No no never...
I think it is not about being a kid or teenage or adult.
Even be a bird.
I think it is not about wings or ticket at all.
But yes.
Its all about my head, my brain, my mind.
I actually staying in my unlock cage with my thinking trap.
-Forget My Name : Me-
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